morninq peeps!
woohoo! HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY! do hope for those people who wants to chanqe their life, dont repeat the same mistake in the future kay? haha! yo peeps, i been cryinq for like 3 days straiqht seyy! damn it! really cant control my tears! arrrrqh! but wht to do! haish... i feel like qoinq out today, but im still qrounded! been think of qoinq orchard toniqht, of course lurh with family. want to buy school baq. haha! then can qo eat eat also! haha! can clear my stress abit. can wash eye also! haha! kiddinq! okayy lurh! takecare! anythinq i post aqain. btw, the date is wronq! today is 1 JANUARY 2010!
Labels: HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY
thanks to my beloved qod sis; ShashaLoppy, all my heartbroken has been cleared today!
nahh, a photo of her.
because i took her advise, now acap has ask me to be his TTM(teman tapi mesra). but im still thankful althouqh i didn't have acap totally in my life! well, its okayy. im fine with it. at least he already know i love him. well, tmrw will be the countdown and tmrw he will be attach. :| well, thts all i have to say. thanks aqain sis for helpinq me!
Labels: THANKS TO HER...
heyy you!
before anythinq happens, p kt i nye archives and click on the DECEMBER 2009. da click, u bace niie smpi hbs. then u p bace my whole bloq. smalam i baru sedar ynq bsok da 31 december 2009. and if im nt wronq u ckap u qonna be attach bsoq kn? then i think i have to do whts best for me and you. i have to tell u the truth. all this while i've been askinq people for advise bout u taw. i think im fallinq for u. sejak kite knal. tapi da naseb i tuk taq dpat u dlam hidop i kn? haish... tapi aper i tawu , tellinq you the truth will settle everythinq. mula lepas i bace PM u, i tiba2 nanqis i tatawu ahsal. lpas i bace post i alekk aru i sedar ynq im cryinq cause ILY and i taqnaq kehilanqan u. tapi da takdir tuk hilanq u. ii da tatawu naq ckap aper lqy seyy. kay lurh. u takecare kay? i rase i dont dare to talk to u anymore after this post. :(
Labels: CAME OUT STRAIGHT FRM MY HEART
can the word SORRY chanqe everythinq? i dont think so riqht? it may be easy for you to say sorry, but its hard for me to forqive you! forqivinq somebody is nt easy as it looks. you need to think carefully! its nt easy for me to forqive you just like tht. maybe for other problems i can easily forqive you but for this matter, its damn hard. its harder then i thouqht. you may be nice to me all this while but quess wht, itis still hard for me to forqive you.
wht i can say nw is this, dirimu tiada aturan
untuk ku memilikimu
pernah dirimu ku cintai
kini ku menyendiri
Labels: CAN THE WORD SORRY....
heyy peeps!
nt so qood in my mood nw! my heart is f**kinq pain! im nt really sure if his PM has qot somethinq to do with me. he wrote this '291009 my memorable day with her.. acap will be taken soon [!] to my adq anqkt & bestie, im sorry! wth! i cant accept it! i really cant! cnfrm tht he is qonna be attach on 31 DECEMBER 2009! i feel like killinq myself riqht nw! i want a perfect quy in my life! i found tht quy but he doesn't belonq to me! he is mine for a while only! tell me, anybody tell me tht this is a joke? and i cant believe tht im cryinq riqht nw! maybe its faith. maybe qod didn't allow me to be with him. haish... Acap, lastlonq with her okayy? take qood care of her. dont play with her heart like other quys! well, all i can do nw is to pray and see him happy with tht lucky qirl. wait a sec, are there two people waitinq for him? im nt quite clear with his PM! am i and his qodsis waitinq for him or its just me? is he qonna be attach with his qodsis or someone else? arrrrrqh! help me in this! ANYBODY?
ini khas untuk mu; ouhh kasihh, kau ku shynqi kau ku cintai
denqan sepenuh hatii
cintaku, tulus dan suci
hatii ku ini hanya milikmu, ouhh kasihh!
iz[A]cap
Labels: HIS PM 'BESTIE, IM SORRY'
heyy peeps!
this is ikhaa, aisyah's bestfriend. aisyah told me tht she send her reqards to me. mish ikhaa too man! whyy do i keep missinq people this days? haish... no comment! well, ikhaa is a nice person. thanks to her my cousin is happy as ever! thanks ikhaa for takinq qood care of her! hmm, nt much to talk bout her. i dont know her tht well.
well, this is her photo!
Labels: IKHAA AKU RINDU KAU JGAK
heylow people!
since i qot nothinq to let me tell you bout wht happen on my belated birthday celebration. it was on 5 december 2009, my cousins; aisyahh, kak fatin, kak elly, shifa, my dad and myself went out to celebrated my birthday. before we went out, my dad called and said tht the outinq was cancel because he was so tired. i told him tht he can rest for two hours more. he said okayy! he will call me when he is otw to amk. we were shleepinq at amk tht day. while we are qettinq ready, my cousin; kak elly ask 'has your dad call you?' i said no yet. she kept quiet. we all waited till 1115. i straiqht away i called my dad and ask where is he? he said he couldn't make it. i qot so mad at him, i straiqht away put the phone down when he was talkinq. he called me bck and i ask my cousin to answer it for me. blah blah blah,, i dont know anythinq, suddenly my qot brother; ABG SUFFIYAN a.k.a akak fatin boyfriend! haha! meet him, relax2 at void deck and have my MNM! suddenly my dad called! he ask us to qet ready in 5 mins time he is reachinq! haha! all of dash home to qet ready! we ran like we are beinq chase by a qhost! haha! reach home and qet ready! blah blah blah,, we went to pastamania at sembawanq! haha! eat eat eat, lauqh lauqh lauqh, snap snap snap! haha! had a qreat day!
this are some photo!
aisyahh
eliza, kak elly, aisyah, kak fatin, shifa
Labels: BELATED BIRTHDAY
heyy peeps!
nw, chattinq with aisyahh! damn i miss her! AISYAHH AKU RINDI KAU!
haha! anw, chat with her bout ZURBIR and ACAP! haha! i show aisyahh acap's photo, and quess wht? aisyahh said he is cute! arrrrqhhh! then, i also told her bout someone askinq me for stead! haha! talktalk with her. let her see some of zurbir photo. haha! ask aisyahh for help bout my bloq. haish... havinq problem editinq it. well, today nothinq much to do. early in the morninq qot naq by my mum already! haish.. acap never msq me... :( haiya, wht to do... my brother, haven't wake up yet! shleepy head! haha! haiya, qot no comment lurh for tht quy! ouhh ya, i just want to inform you tht acap is qonna be attach on 31 december 2009! if im nt mistaken. he told me and mirahh tht. but, sometimes decision can chanqe. haha! okayy lurh! i qot nothinq much to say acually. takecare peeps!
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yo peeps!
I know its been few mins and im postinq another post already! im bored! i qot nothinq to do. i msq acap but he didn't reply. maybe he is ashleep already. well, its okayy! shleep tiqht bestie! loveyou! mwaaaaah! btw, MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! haha! hey, on saturday there is a show called 40 year old virqin riqht? you quys better watch tht show! its f**kinq awesome and funny! haha! i have the cd. thts whyy i know bout the show! talkinq bout show, the result for spore idol is on sunday riqht? im so hopinq tht sezairi is qonna winn! do pray for sezairi aites? okayy! qtq! i damn tired. i wanna shleep! today acap didn't say qoodniqht to me! :( well, wht to do. haish... niqhtniqht acapstar! do pray for him to text me tmrw aites?
Labels: MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE
yo peeps!
how you? qreat? if yes, then awesome! its been lonq that i have never open my bloq till now. haha! funny story acually. well, no point talkinq bout it. so, today kinda bored. seat at home doinq nothinq. haish... my mum qot home early today. she took half day.
well, just few mins aqo i was msqinq my dearest BESTIE; acap star! Damn his cute! well for me he is cute but for you quys, nt sure. So, let me share somethinqs bout him to you. Acap's favourite cartoon is ELMO! mine is sponqebob. haha! i kept fiqhtinq with him just because we wanted to compare which character it better and funny! lame riqht? well, for you quys which is better? sponqebob or elmo? im so qonna kick his butt! nyahahaah! well, this is a photo of him.
cute riqht?
well, he is a nice quy. he know how to cheer me up when im down... i kinda like him... to be frank, we have not met face to face yet.. but we have seen each other by chattinq throuqh msn. i qot to know him by mirahh kucinq! let me tell you the story, at first mirahh and i were talkinq otp. then she ask me if i wanted acap to talk with us since he was msqinq with mirahh. so i said okayy. so, mirahh called him and we talk till late niqht! it was awesome. while talkinq, suddenly acap said ' mirahh, im still mad at you bout what you said tht day.'. i was like WTH! mirahh said bck 'i said i was sorry! wht more do you want me to do so tht you will forqive me?' so, i qot into the story to help them settle it. haha! acap said i could be a lawyer! i lauqh! so, blah blah blah... at the end the problem is solve! thanks to me! LOL! startinq frm tht day acap started msqinq me, blah blah blah... until nw! OMG! im startinq to love him! he said tht he love me as a bestie! but would a bestie call its bestie bhyy? no riqht? well, qonna have to find the answer! haha! wish me luck! acapstar IMY!
btw just nw while waitinq for acap's reply, haidil my old schoolmate chat with me and ask me for STEAD! WTF! i was shocked! so i told him tht qive me time to think bout it. and he said okayy! wow! tht cool me down abit! thts all! post aqain soon! mwaaaah!
Labels: ELMO or SPONGEBOB?
